Driving home from my friend's house around midnight tonight...Exhausted. Suddenly it hits me that I have to write this blog when I get home. Suddenly I am filled with dread. I don't want to do it. I am exhausted. I didn't pray with anyone for healing today. I prayed but not for anyone to be healed specifically. My mind is saying, "It'll just be lame, so why write it at all?" I just want to watch the Passion movie and go to bed. I debated with myself the rest of the way home.
As I walked through the door, I am bargaining with God about my laptop working so at least I can write in bed tonight. I am so grateful that He puts up with me. He really has no reason to, which makes me all the more grateful. So here I am, in my bed and writing about nothing. At least I am in obedience (:op)
Hopefully tomorrow will be better. God open my eyes to see and my heart to break for Your hurting and broken children! In Jesus' Name, AMEN!
Cara, I am inspired by your diligence.
ReplyDeleteThanks Sam. It is so hard some days... well most days lately. Thanks for the encouragement! Have a Super Blessed Easter Sunday!
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