I think I must be turning complacent... today makes a second day in a row where I haven't prayed with anyone... in my defense I didn't really leave my house much today, just a quick trip to the grocery store and the shoe store. It is important to me that I don't let this fire burn out though. I want to keep pressing into Him and being His hands and His feet. I must admit I haven't been paying as much attention to those around me lately. I have been rather self-absorbed. There is a song that they play on the radio, I don't know the name or the artist off hand, but the gist of the song is that we often don't look outside of ourselves and see the bigger picture. What if there's a bigger picture, what if I've been missin' out? What if there's a greater purpose than I am livin' right now? I need to ask my self that question everyday!
I was praying for something today. This is a miracle of God. I've been praying for my ex. Those of you who know me, know how much of a miracle this is. There is no other person on this planet who I have loved and detested as much as this man. He is struggling right now in several areas. I spoke with him for a few minutes yesterday and said that I would pray for him, AND I ACTUALLY MEANT IT!!!! ;o)
God loves him just as much as He loves me and so for the first time ever I can look at it as a blessing to get to pray for him. I also need to pray that my attitude toward him stays as pure and Jesus-y as it is right now through the next time he doesn't do what I want him to do. We'll see if that Happens! LOL
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