So here I am in the middle of myself with all of these questions about prayer. Why does God answer so quickly on some things and on others it seems like He doesn't even hear? Why do some people get healed right away and with others it is a process? Mostly, who am I, God, that You are hear and answer me when I call? Why am I on this journey and where are we going? I wonder if everyone has questions like this?
In the midst of all my questions, God still shows up and shows off. I don't understand that either. I guess I don't have to understand everything. I just need to be available and obedient. I spin my wheels trying to figure it all out, and He brings people that need love and encouragement and prayer. I am really grateful that I get to walk this walk with Him. It is really cool!
Today was a day of birthing things. I got to be a part of God bringing things to life in other people's lives today. A friend/client has been waiting as patiently as possible for her beautiful daughter to be born. She was past her due date and had one failed attempt at induction. Late last night when I was online trying to write yesterday's blog, she asked if we could pray for her baby to hurry up and come! We prayed and the contractions increased. She was at the hospital this afternoon. She text me to pray again and when they checked her she was almost ready! She had a beautiful baby girl exactly 30 minutes ago! She must have done pretty well because she is already posting on FACEBOOK!!!
Even when I miss it and I get so busy and forget to fulfill my New Year's Resolution or when I just get in that "I can't keep doing this" mode... He brings someone to me. We pray, He hears and He answers. I am so grateful. He is teaching me so much about being diligent if nothing else. The other plus is that I just want to get to know Him better. I want to be His friend because He is just so Amazing!
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