So completely unmotivated to write this tonight, but I am doing it anyway. Yay for Obedience, right?!?! So I walked past two girls on crutches and two people in wheelchairs today. Did I stop and ask if I could pray for them??? No, I did not. Did I ask God what He was doing in that situation??? No, I did not.
What did I do? Welllllll... there has to be some positive to the day, right? I bought someone lunch and I was their friend. I am really glad I took the time to do that. It was definitely worth it AND it makes me feel better about walking past all those other people.
A friend was telling me that Kevin Dedmon had been invited back to our church, which I think is fantastic! That weekend changed my life... this is the residual from that one weekend over a year ago. However, I was thinking about how much I struggle with carrying out and living out that fire that was ignited that weekend. We went out in groups and somehow that made walking up to some random stranger and asking them if they needed prayer for something so much easier. So I guess, I am praying for an adventure buddy. Someone who will go out and "plunder Hell to populate Heaven" with me. In the interim, I guess I need to pray for more compassion for people... if I cared more for others than I did for myself I am betting I wouldn't have this problem... hmmmmmmmmm
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